The Cure
Pornography
Fiction/WEA
Pornography is The Cure’s fourth album, released on 4 May 1982. It marked a stylistic change for the band, and one that, really, in their long, long career, is rather singular. This album is post-punk/goth, it is vicious, it is dark, and it is nasty. I realize that critics tend to see this as one with the goth era of The Cure, along with their first three albums. Maybe. It’s also a sign of massive artistic growth. It is also the first of what later emerged as a trilogy, at least according to Robert Smith, followed by Disintegration (1989) and Bloodflowers (2000). Pornography grew out of massive dysfunction in The Cure, with the trio fighting heavy drug use mixed with Smith’s depression. Bassist Simon Gallup left the band, he could take no more. He did return in 1984, took a health-related break in 1992, and remains with the the band to this day. Pornography was also the end of the dark, forbidding Cure, with the band essentially going pop, beginning with the follow-up single, ‘Let’s Go To Bed,’ which eventually segued into ‘Love Cats’ in 1983.
The terror and darkness of this album was hinted by the b-side to the band’s 1981 single, ‘Charlotte Sometimes’; ‘Splintered in Her Head.’ That b-side is a dirge of percussion, haunting synth and guitar sounds and driving bass guitar, a sort of dress rehearsal for Pornography’s single, ‘The Hanging Gardens.’
Smith was in a very bad place as he wrote this album, in an existential crisis. He later said that it was either suicide or to write his way out of it. Taking all his selfish, self-destructive impulses and dropped it into his art.
The band recorded at RAK Studios in London from January to April 1982, dropping shit tonnes of hallucinogens, drinking heavily, and sleeping in their record label’s offices to save money on rent. Smith’s intention was to create a ‘fuck off record,’ and then kill the band. The recording sessions were tense, working with producer Phil Thornally. Thornally replaced Gallup when he left the band, and he is ultimately responsible for ‘Love Cats,’ which is, as far as I’m concerned, a crime against humanity. When he left, Smith eventually found his way back to Gallup. The band purposefully created this atmosphere, according to drummer Lol Tolhurst. And with an advantageous relationship with an off-license up the road, they created a shrine of their empties for reasons no one can quite remember.
The label was unimpressed with the album, both in terms of the music and the title, which it felt was offensive. And when the album was first released, it was critically panned. In the long run, Smith won, as this is one of the band’s most beloved, successful albums, and one of its most influential.
I came across this album almost randomly about six years later, at Sam the Record Man in Coquitlam Centre, in suburban Vancouver. I was digging deeper into music, and my tastes tended towards the more intense, more jagged, experimental as I dug deeper. I knew this album existed, and by this point, after first getting exposed to The Cure through the video for ‘Hot, Hot, Hot,’ off their 1987 double album, Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me, I was intrigued. By the time i found Pornography, I had found Kiss Me, as well as The Head on the Door (1985) and Faith (1981). Those days were not like today. Kiss Me had actually got some mainstream attention, largely due to the gorgeous single, ‘Just Like Heaven,’ but it was not like you’d walk into a record store like Sam’s and find the latest Cure album front and centre. That didn’t happen until 1992’s Wish, which I still despise 30 years on. The cover, the title of the album were intriguing. I bought it.
I popped it into my Walkman on the bus ride home and was immediately caught by the first track, ‘100 Years,’ which is built up around a steady drum beat with tom-rolls, and Smith’s guitar, varying between sounding like a siren and a strangled cat. It was fast and furious. I was hooked.
That fed into ‘A Short Term Effect,’ which also borrowed from ‘Splintered in Her Head,’ at least in terms of Gallup’s bass. The lyrics are a manifestation of depression and drug use:
Scream
As she tries to push him over
Helpless and sick
With teeth of madness
Jump jump dance and sing
Sideways across the desert
A charcoal face
Bites my hand
Time is sweetDerange and disengage everything
A day without substance
A change of thought
The atmosphere rots with time
Colors that flicker in water
A short term effect.
Sharp and open
Leave me alone
And sleeping less every night
As the days become heavier and weighted
Waiting in the cold light
A noise a scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten
With spiders inside them and dust on the lips of a vision of hell
I laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year
A hundred other words blind me with your purity
Like an old painted doll in the throes of dance
I think about tomorrow
Please let me sleep as I slip down the window
Freshly squashed fly
You mean nothing
I can lose myself in Chinese art and American girls
All the time lose me in the dark
Please do it right
Run into the night
I will lose myself tomorrow
Crimson pain
My heart explodes
My memory in a fire
And someone will listen
At least for a short while
I can never say no to anyone but you
Too many secrets
Too many lies
Writhing with hatred
Too many secrets
Please make it good tonight
But the same image haunts me
In sequence
Despair of time
I will never be clean again
Touched her eyes
Pressed my stained face
I will never be clean again
Touched her eyes
Pressed my stained face
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again.
A hand in my mouth
A life spills into the flowers
We all look so perfect
As we all fall down
In an electric glare
The old man cracks with age
She found his last picture
In the ashes of the fire
An image of the queen
Echoes round the sweating bed
Sour yellow sounds inside my head
In books
And films
And in life
And in heaven
The sound of slaughter
As your body turns
But it’s too late
But it’s too late
One more day like today and I’ll kill you
A desire for flesh
And real blood
And I’ll watch you drown in the shower
Push my life through your open eyes
I must fight this sickness
Find a cure
I must fight this sickness.